Playing Games

I am going to stop playing games. I had enough of games. Not that I can abstain from games but at least I won't have games in my computer.

The reasons are:
1 Games doesn't tell me anything about God nor edify me.
2 Games took too much of my time and attention.
3 Games make my life a mess.
4 Games lead me into bondage.

I just had enough. I am going to delete all of them. I played games until I didn't go home as early as I used to. I played games until I didn't go church. I played games until I didn't sleep. That is enough. I am drawing the line.

I am going to start afresh with God as my priority. I don't want my relationship with God to be jeopardied. I want to put my interest in Him. I want to always think about Him. I want to think about what He has done for me. I couldn't bear the thought of Him grieving over my stubborness and ignorance. I want to walk with my Saviour once again. I won't let anything come between us. By His grace and mercy I do this.

Heavenly Father, hear my prayer. Forgive me for turning away from You. Forgive me for not walking close with You. Draw me close to You once again. I ask from You Your grace and mercy to live a life that is pleasing unto You. Lord, I pray that by Your grace, You will lead me and guide me. Help me to live a disciplined life. Help me to sleep early and rise early. Help me to take good care of my body for my body is the temple of the Holy Spirit. Hear my prayer, Lord, and help me for I am helpless without You. Thank you, Lord for Your grace and mercy. In Jesus' name I pray. Amen.

Walking Close to God

In my walk with God, I many times do wonder into the wilderness without realising it. It could be something that caught my interest so much that I spend a lot of time and attantion in it with much anticipitation and excitement. It makes me think that this is life. It seems very satisfying. So tempting. So addictive.

In the end, there is nothing in it. Without God, life is meaningless. God is the One that gives meaning to my life. I was created by Him. Specially created. Unique in many ways. Created for Him. Created to have fellowship with Him. It was for His purpose that I was born into this world. If not for Him, I'm just miry clay. He made me out of dirt but not precious stones or gold. The reason is that I may know for sure He can make something wonderful out of something worthless. My God is really awesome. How can I ever walk away from Him. I must really pray hard that His grace will see me through times of testing.

For without God, man cannot; without man, God will not.

Amen.